So, like I mentioned a week or so ago, I'm back at work. And I'm having a really hard time with that. It's hard to leave him every day- to know all day that I am missing out on so much. I have about 30 minutes with him in the morning, and most of that is spent hustling around trying to get the two of us ready for the day, and then by the time I get home at night, I have about 30 minutes until he goes to bed. Its nothing short of heartbreaking.
I'm trying to see the positive- that I like my job and I love the people I work with- and/but I really don't see how this is going to get easier. And I don't know, as a parent, if it should.
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